even though that's not so much a video as a song disguised as a youtube video.

I feel like I should be more offended by this commercial BUT I LOVE IT

I think I'm going to friends lock most posts now on here, so hiii friends. I am pretty chill about who friends me, but honestly most of you will probably be pretty bored. My fandom journal is kind of zorabioz but I'mma post here too sometimes. And I'll probs still put fanmixes here. You can friend me wherever, it makes me happy :)

Working on a laptop at work that won't start up, bleah, and I found a tiny little hidden sort of button that's too small to really push with your fingers, so I pushed it in with a pen.

Nothing happened. I guess I DIDN'T learn anything from Tamagotchis.

so I'm doing a Mighty LOST Rewatch, guys. I just finished the first season like an hour ago. I KEEP GETTING TEARY AT THINGS. I EVEN "AWW"D WHEN ANA LUCIA SHOWED UP FOR THE FIRST TIME. also: major chills when they take Walt. every time Claire gets emotional at all, THE TEARS, THEY COME.

I give up! this is silly. I have to get up for work at 8; why am I up? (I almost wrote "still up" but it came out "sup" so SUP?? yeah. no.)

And my possibly crazy housemate just moved out and took her good lamp, so I'm left with a wannabe strobe light and it might be making me more nuts than usual.

p.s. I started watching Battlestar Galactica, and I tried to watch a crapton at once, so I started to resent it for not being LOST. I am, therefore, going to wait to finish it until after LOST. Or, at least, until after the Mighty LOST Rewatch.

for the record, though, you know who is awesome?

HAHA BUT NOT ALDO KELRAST FROM MARY WORTH. I just wanted to use that icon.




ENJOY

FINALS ARE OVER

P.S. alakazaz is right, I should clarify: THE GIRLS ARE IN ORDER BUT THE BOYS ARE NOT

alakazaz and I have decided that you should all know who my top 10 girlcrushes are right now... in picture form!



YAY

Thank you for the best holiday eps ever. EVERYBODY WINS THIS YEAR.

I wish there was a Ben Linus video set to this song:

Dear Dorothy Zbornak,

Where would I be without you?



Thank you for being a friend,

me

I love this song so much.



KC and the Sunshine Band are basically my favorite band-whose-hits-I've-heard-a-million-times-but-I-never-knew-the-band's-name-until-very-recently.

Also, I think my tags should have more style. More Pyramid style.

I have so many reasons not to go to school today.

1. Daul Kim died yesterday and I'm still upset. :(
2. It's friggin raining. A LOT.
3a. There are protests at my school and I don't want to get arrested or WHATever
3b. There are protests at my school and I don't want to go out of solidarity.
4. It's way too cold to change out of my pajamas.
5. I think I've got a cold just from the draft in my room last night.
6. I haven't seen last night's 30 Rock.

QED NO SCHOOL TODAY.

Also, I think I heard my roommate get rickroll'd earlier. GOOD TIMES!

okay, carry on

ETA: And as soon as I published that, I got an email with a 7th reason: my class is canceled. hollaaaa
ETA2: WISHBONE IS ON OMG OMG!!

quixotic.

I'm watching The Man Behind the Curtain right now. I'm thinking about tallying up every lie Ben tells ever, except I'm 7 minutes into this episode and I've already lost count. Benjamin, I just can't count that high.

ETA: For the past few weeks I've kind of really wanted to watch Napoleon Dynamite, but I don't think I can anymore. WHY ARE YOU SO MEAN, ROGER WORK MAN

ETA2: Just remembered how singularly disappointed we all were in this episode when it came out. INVISIBLE JACOB? WHAT IS THAT? But now that I can recontextualize it with seasons 4 and, moreso, 5, I can appreciate this episode so much more. It's so important to Ben's character development, which is extremely relevant to my interests, and the whole "Jacob" encounter finally has some meaning now.

Things that sound better than ever at 3 in the morning: Norse mythology fanfiction.

I ship Freyja/Loki! And I think this was partially reinforced by my professor when I went in to discuss paper topics and was all "I think I want to do the Vanir?" of which Freyja is my favorite, and he was all "oh maybe you can compare them to Loki because both are kind of the different ones among the Aesir," and I was like "OTP, sir," and he was like "get out of my office, fangirl."

no some of that didn't happen.

Just kidding.

But per this Q&A session with Damon Lindelof, Frank is totes a main character next season. DOES THAT MEAN PROMO PICS? IT HAD BETTER. THERE IS NOT ENOUGH FRANK LAPIDUS IN MY LIFE.

snap son I have too much to do today. I will do it all during not this coming class, but the class after.

During THIS class, I will simply dream about what it would be like to be on a road trip with Frank Lapidus.

Ahem.

Last night's Monk gave meaning to the last 7 years of my life.

That is all.

I can't even remember, because it feels like it's been a long time since I've taken a psych class that covers this, but dopamine: you know how sometimes you get really really happy and excited and stuff for a while and then after it wears off you feel absolutely dreadful and want to just stop using capital letters altogether while writing free verse about the unrequited loves of your life? Not that this happens to me (much), but is that an effect of the dopamine wearing off, that you kind of plummet, or is it more of an "oh well that was really great oh no what if I was wrong about everything and I'm just TOO aggressive when it comes to board games and also I look so weird when I smile OH NO" thing where in certain cases, you question your own happiness? Is that a side effect of dopamine?

I would just copy and paste that to my old bio psych professor, but I don't think she wants to know about my aggro Yahtzee* skills**.

* it wasn't Yahtzee, for the record, as if you would have called me on that.
** and I KNOW you would have called me on that. Look, I don't have to be that GOOD at a skill for it to be a skill.